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Here you go - www.jroller.com/page/formi05

Yeah I know... why do people write all that crap about what they are doing all day and day in. I mean who will ever read that anyways :)

I guess an archive is like a camera... I mean, you look at photos you haven't seen in a long time and... its kind of takes you back. Hmmmm very cool invention :)

In a good mood

Been thinking for quite awhile... trying to figure it all out. He he... I know it too well...

You know things like this... you are trying to create your own life. your own path.. applying your values and principles as your are traveling through life trying to adapt. I for one have been trying to shape my destiny in more ways than you can understand and I am sorry for all you people who have been suffering for my indecisiveness, my weaknesses and weird behavior. Please don't take it personally!! Its just been me trying to figure myself out.

Why move here and there. Why giving up stability for the lack their of. Well.. let me tell you this. I want to explore. I want to know what life is all about. I travel. I meet people... I eat crazy food... I do crazy things.. Does it have something to do it my childhood? The books I have read? The movies I have watch? The people I have met? I don't know.

Life is such a incredible thing... I have never experienced anything like it ever!! ;)

I guess I am a very analytical person.. I like to understand where I have been, where I am and where I am going. To be in control, be on top of things is where I feel most comfortable.

All that I have achieved in my life, I have not done because I have worked hard. It has just happened. Not because I have directly acted upon things in my immediate proximity of events but indirectly due to other circumstances. its all driven by your belief system...

Its so true the axiom put forth by way more informed people than me: "force it and it will happen not, though it will find you and the realization of being their in its mist might strike you as a wonderful miracle"

I am a scientist by training and as thus holds no God true but I am amazed by what life has to offer through the sheer act of kindness, a smile, a friendly gesture.

You tell me...

I can only end this with a good quote from my good friend and fellow member of the Gambrinos (the God of Beer by the way) order - "Nubium ets bibendum"

You are the result(s) of your own actions...

1 year is coming up

Having been in this position now for almost a year I can only conclude one thing. Experimentation is good... keep going. This experience is good for the next stage in my career.

I am a proponent of lightweight processes, the right tools, good synergetic relationships and having fun solving hard problems developing stuff that I believe in.

The process has started.